Kevin Regnard (
fallingbackup) wrote2024-12-12 11:59 am
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Previous info post can be found here. This Kevin was taken from canon in between the murder of the Sinclair family and their funeral. In the manga, Kevin is seen standing at a grave site when Albus approaches him to form a Contract; therefore, he had to have suffered through the days spent organizing the burial before he was able to secure his Chain. I gave him the few days of suffering, but I did not give him the opportunity to Contract the White Knight.
Because he did not make the snap decision that he makes in canon that led him to become a prolific serial killer, he was given time to grieve and be angry and try to find closure instead. He spent a solid year in the PHDR before he was spoiled about his own future by arriving too late to help save Lady Shelly from one of his own counterparts -- one who did have Albus and was in the process of systematically murdering people for his wish. In this way, he was provided with an opportunity to grow and mature and let his feelings stabilize before he was forced to confront the ruthless violence in himself that would lead him to kill over a hundred people for the sake of his own selfishness. This journal picks him up one or two months after his discovery, as he wrestles with coming to terms with his own faults and attempting to set himself apart from the other Kevins -- and Breaks -- in the PHDR.
In a way, this Kevin will be becoming a Break of his very own. In canon, Kevin became a murderer, traveled through the Abyss and lost his eye to the Will there, pledged himself to serve the Will, and was spat out into the Rainsworth household. At Rainsworth he was essentially adopted into a family of bossy women who liked to dress him up in dresses on occasion, wound up being the adopted elder brother of a young girl, and took on a new persona after he discovered that the murders had been for nothing and all he had done was bring about the death of the youngest Sinclair daughter, who would have survived. This Kevin is doing much the same, in his own way. His own traumatic event after the death of the Sinclairs was witnessing Lady Shelly's death at, essentially, his own hands. Now -- living in the Baskerville House with his dearest friend in the mansion, Glen Baskerville
redstainedking and his family of sisters and Chains -- he is struggling to find his own new identity. He is wearing his hair differently to make himself easy to recognize, has his very own tiny Sharon of sorts in the form of the tiny Lacie
bittybratty, and will slowly be opening up as a snarky prankster as his frustrations lead him to heckle people and some of them heckle him right back.
As with all Kevins, the potential to become Xerxes Break has always been there; after all, they are the same man. My goal with this Kevin is to allow him to find these traits within himself without entirely clamping down upon who he is as Kevin. His journal name -- fallingbackup -- reflects his canon destiny of sorts as a fallen knight, and the way this Kevin has caught himself and is scrambling to keep himself from fulfilling his own worst potential. Whether he succeeds will depend on his own stubbornness, but also the support he finds in the PHDR from people that his life would never have granted him in canon.
Light Affection: Less inclined to panic at this than he was as
heart_beatings, thanks to having certain women putting their boobs on him at every opportunity and a few rounds under the mistletoe and in the kissing closet. Will not initiate unless you are Glen.
Sexytimez: More or less not a virgin, but will not pursue anything with anyone he does not have a firm relationship with. Kevin is not at all the sort to engage in casual sex; not in this particular incarnation, anyway. Destined for a long, slow ship with his Glen, in which he will be absolutely monogamous. I am open for the occasional shared and remembered sex dream just to mess with him a little, but only with lots of CR and discussion beforehand.
Fighting: Not as good as a Break, but that's because Break has a good 15 years more experience than he does. Has a nasty temper and will totally whip that sword right out on you if you don't leave him alone, though he won't strike to kill unless forced.
With the Ouching and the Hurting: Talk to me first!
Because he did not make the snap decision that he makes in canon that led him to become a prolific serial killer, he was given time to grieve and be angry and try to find closure instead. He spent a solid year in the PHDR before he was spoiled about his own future by arriving too late to help save Lady Shelly from one of his own counterparts -- one who did have Albus and was in the process of systematically murdering people for his wish. In this way, he was provided with an opportunity to grow and mature and let his feelings stabilize before he was forced to confront the ruthless violence in himself that would lead him to kill over a hundred people for the sake of his own selfishness. This journal picks him up one or two months after his discovery, as he wrestles with coming to terms with his own faults and attempting to set himself apart from the other Kevins -- and Breaks -- in the PHDR.
In a way, this Kevin will be becoming a Break of his very own. In canon, Kevin became a murderer, traveled through the Abyss and lost his eye to the Will there, pledged himself to serve the Will, and was spat out into the Rainsworth household. At Rainsworth he was essentially adopted into a family of bossy women who liked to dress him up in dresses on occasion, wound up being the adopted elder brother of a young girl, and took on a new persona after he discovered that the murders had been for nothing and all he had done was bring about the death of the youngest Sinclair daughter, who would have survived. This Kevin is doing much the same, in his own way. His own traumatic event after the death of the Sinclairs was witnessing Lady Shelly's death at, essentially, his own hands. Now -- living in the Baskerville House with his dearest friend in the mansion, Glen Baskerville
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As with all Kevins, the potential to become Xerxes Break has always been there; after all, they are the same man. My goal with this Kevin is to allow him to find these traits within himself without entirely clamping down upon who he is as Kevin. His journal name -- fallingbackup -- reflects his canon destiny of sorts as a fallen knight, and the way this Kevin has caught himself and is scrambling to keep himself from fulfilling his own worst potential. Whether he succeeds will depend on his own stubbornness, but also the support he finds in the PHDR from people that his life would never have granted him in canon.
Light Affection: Less inclined to panic at this than he was as
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Sexytimez: More or less not a virgin, but will not pursue anything with anyone he does not have a firm relationship with. Kevin is not at all the sort to engage in casual sex; not in this particular incarnation, anyway. Destined for a long, slow ship with his Glen, in which he will be absolutely monogamous. I am open for the occasional shared and remembered sex dream just to mess with him a little, but only with lots of CR and discussion beforehand.
Fighting: Not as good as a Break, but that's because Break has a good 15 years more experience than he does. Has a nasty temper and will totally whip that sword right out on you if you don't leave him alone, though he won't strike to kill unless forced.
With the Ouching and the Hurting: Talk to me first!